Just shoot me

This post will be depressing. If you don't like reading people whine then skip this. I try not to very often but feel the need to today.

This week has sucked. First I had a funeral to attend, that is never fun. A freshmen on my team, her mom died. It was very sad. We took the team to the funeral. The obituary is here: http://www.post-gazette.com/pg/09252/996551-122.stm
I have really been bothered by this.

Hayden has been sick this week. He will be so good and then all of the sudden is just so cranky. It was awful the other day. I was trying to make dinner and ended up burning my hand pretty bad. He wouldn't play or eat or anything. I almost lost my mind.

Per the post gazette my soccer team started the season ranked #5. That seemed about right. Boy was I wrong. I have almost my entire team back that finished in the WPIAL semi-finals and we are awful. They just don't seem to want work. How do you motivate teenage girls. I have punished them, did team bonding, talked to them, etc. On Friday I finally just got fed up and just left practice. I got in the car and drove home. They still didn't care. It is such a waste of my time. It makes me sad to think about all of the time I am dedicating to them and missing out on spending time with Hayden.

I hate my new supervisor type person. I feel so bad for Adam and his family. They deserve better. She hasn't even taken the time to come meet adam yet. It pisses me off.

Lack of sleep is also catching up to me. My back has really been hurting me so I don't sleep well anymore.

So anyways, I have cried probably at least 20 times this week. No joke. Sorry to all those who have had to listen to my whining and crying. I did take out some frustrations tonight running around and kicking the soccer ball. (2 goals too I might add).